.Monday, February 28, 2005 ' 6:13 PM Y
liVe oYsTeRs!! wahAhaha..kaka!! olevels results out 2dae..wah liao..chang chang de!! tHis gUy is tall and lanky, has long long hands and legs, super big brain!! soo big that he scored nine straight A1s fer his olevels with a b3 fer english!! so he is the top three students in our school!! Many other co seniors also scored well!! Min si got 8A1s, even alyson also got nine points fer L1R5!! pamela got 0 fer L1R5!! syek yi and chin thin also get 7 distinctions! But the rest also did well la. Weesiong got 10 points, 8 points if minus away points fer cca, joyce got 13 points, but she is happy abt it..hehex. kang wei and serkun got 5a1s!! ok, better stop reporting marks!! feeling very stressful le!! wahaha, if I am one of those on the stage....hMm, how nice!! My cousin also damn li hai lol!! She got 8A1s!!!
felt slpy early in the morning....until after pe, after playing RUBY!! the suckiest game of all, coz have to play it every single pe lesson!! sianx!! I miss tan suan tien's pe lessons...and also the 07nehnehz momentz! but...haiz..irreversible la..
kk, found this in kang wei's blog..hMm, quite interesting..
Living in a Grateful World
Be grateful to those who have hurt or harmed you----- for they have reinforced your determination -----
Be grateful to those who have deceived you----- for they have depeened your insight -----
Be grateful to those who have hit you----- for they have reduced your karmic obstacles -----
Be grateful to those who have abandoned you----- for they have taught you to be independant -----
Be grateful to those who have made you stumble----- for they have strengthened your ability -----
Be grateful to those who have denounced you----- for they have increased your wisdom and concentration -----
Be grateful to those who have made you FIRM and RESOLUTE and helped in your achievement.
.Friday, February 25, 2005 ' 10:04 PM Y
not that slpy 2dae, coz I slept quite early yesterdae..
din have much lessons 2dae, coz no ss mahx. attended co 2dae although many pple nv cum.. but co was not very bored 2dae la. yeah, the jian hun and xing kong 2dae was not bad, at least ting liao also wun feel angry and disappointed. heard frm miss kong that our sch for syf is the 45th one, so may clash on the day for sports day..wahaha.. Left the sch very late with kangwei, joyce, pearlyn, jiamin and weesiong. din went to eat with them in lot 1, also din went to vlee's hse with them, coz my mummy got cook fer me....den also "bu fang bian" mahx....coz...u noe....haha. chatting with edmund, joyce and kangwei now.....feeling very bored, bro not back yet too.
jUz tRyInG to kEeP mY fInGeRs cRoSsEd...cOz i simply loVe u too much
.Thursday, February 24, 2005 ' 5:26 PM Y
tIme fLies....seniors getting their olevel results soon...worriEd. kkZz.. did voting fer councellors 2dae during reading period, den one irritating teacher keep coming in to check on us. g0t chemistry paper 2dae....everyone did well in our class. felt very slpy throughout the lesson. almost could not get up this morning although I slept at 12.30 last night...hMm, which is considered normal. yEah, miss lee din cum 2dae...yEePEe..den got two periods free!! sat together with peggy, guan pin and justin to talk. wahaha, guan pin was so funny...luff and luff..until vlee came in. hMm, he gave two tons of hwk...freaky freaky shit!! had physics remedial for an hr, den went home with huilin and rebecca.
haiz..trying hard to look for the piano score for "always with me", hopefully can recieve it frm weesiong. coz joyce wants it badly. hMm, speaking of scores, waahahah, jiawei giving me the jiekou score 2molow!!!!
raining cats and dogs..
.Wednesday, February 23, 2005 ' 10:19 PM Y
"overflooded" with hwk!! still wondering shld I go geog or juz complete my lit... hMmM... wOah, its the first time I ever enjoy assembly..2dae's assembly was damn interesting!! It was abt dance. They started with a weird weird dance with lottas extreme dance steps. Then later, it was time to call ten volunteers up on stage to learn some dance steps. After abt 6 students went up, qin pei went up..and followed by XT....ohmigod!!!! all of us were like....shocked?? !! The dance steps were quite funny, got to shake a lot...wahaha, den jiawei damn evil, laugh the loudest....make the atmosphere so amusing!! Later, they introduced the last step, each partner must jump over one another..wahaahaha..I pity xuezhi man!! Xuezhi could jump, but XT could not, so he landed in a weird position..wahaha. Daniel even more evil..he cursed XT to land on xuezhi's head!! assembly ended at abt 2.40.
Had lunch in sch b4 going home. The technician came 2dae again 2 check out abt my laptop..but still cannot go online, so he brought the whole laptop home to repair. After he left ( abt 6 plus liddat), I fell asleep on the bed, but was woken up by my mum at 7pm.... dEn started to pia hwk till now lol...still at the 10th qn of my amaths hwk...wEeEe...!!
I hAte sCh!!!!
.Tuesday, February 22, 2005 ' 9:53 PM Y
peggy juz sent me the toothbrush song...soo cute..wahaha!! sending it to joyce and kang wei now!!okIes..falling asleep, but trying to keep myself awake!! vlee gives tons of hwk 2dae...freaky hell!! school was boring 2dae..almost fell asleep in class too..sIanX!
c0 was quite ok, coz shenshen got cum mahx!! onli practised xIng koNg and nothin else..w0ah, realised that we improved a lot le!! wahaha, can even record it the next practise le!! Jiamin lost her wallet..probably on the seat of the bus stop, hope she finds it soon... wAhaha..saw sOmEoNe in singlet 2dae..wEeHeEeEhE
haiz..have to complete my amaths liao..wish me gd luck!! bYe!
.Monday, February 21, 2005 ' 9:32 PM Y
oHhH..bRo is back!! I thought he wun be back..ok, I dun care. I was surfing the net, den he juz came into the room and get me out of my seat, as if his power or status or wadeva is damn great liddat. yEs, he was always very domineering in the hse, damn pampered!! I understand that the com belongs to him now, but juz wanna ask him, when we used to share this com, how many times had u ever let me use the com in peace?? I doubt if he understands the word, SHARE.....!! please lol, I had always been very kind to him by letting the com to him!! Perhaps I shld have blamed myself fer being to kind. I takes advantage of these privileges, and I knew it, how stoopid am i. Now the problem can't be solved, coz I had been too kind to him ever since he was young. I had let him have the com whenever he wants, ever since the first day the com every "stepped" into my hse.
Din quarrel with him, coz I find it too childish, perhaps he is one. But juz felt sooper disappointed, always been so kind to him, countless, but yet he still treats me liddat, a nobody, and even said that I din treat him like a bro!! cOme on la, if I din treat as a bro, will I do things fer him, such as washing his blardy shoes and ironing his shirt??!! If I dun treat him as a bro, would I be soo kind to him by tolerating all his stoopid arguments and actions??
I dun give a damn!! I juz wanna tok abt him, coz I had already had enuf!! speaking abt this afternoon, rilly damn fuck up with him lol. u noe wad, he ordered me to leave the com immediately lol, without even asking..as if I'm a nobody!! knowing that I'm feeling angry and pissed off, he still add in some "pepper and salt" to it, some sarcastic and hurting remarks!! it may not be hurting to him, coZ he doesn't understand, but its hurting to me. Felt so emotional and sad all of a sudden and almost burst out in tears!! Frm that moment, I pledge myself not to have a bf like him in future. So I juz ended my speech with one sentence " bro, relac, I wun even harass ur com in future! " I noe all these words I had juz typed is going to be very insulting to my bro, but hu cares?? I had tolerated too much. Sometimes I even blamed myself fer being so stoopid to tolerate so much and later fall into big hole, which eventually hurts!! I hate pple not giving me the respect I need!! regardless of bro and sis relation, or senior and junior relation!!
fInE, I shall not speak abt this anymore, even if my bro sees this entry, I DUN GIVE A DAMN!!!
. ' 5:18 PM Y
juz called the acer company fer my laptop problem..I thought it was the problem of the specification of the adapter....but the acer technician told me that it was the usb port problem!! den hav to send to the company fer repair!! wah liao!!! den now...I'm like using my bro's com lol!! argh!! den as u noe, my bro MINDS ok??? trying to get rid of with this stoopid problem!! wAh!!!
ok, had my last two common tests 2dae. Lit sux!!! wOah, sure die de, dunno wad the hell the poem is toking abt! chemis was still ok, still manage to complete the paper with lottas time left!! wahaa, vlee damn cruel 2dae. He made us rmb one slogan, and that is vote fer j** p**, wahaha, he also made the guides rmb.. wahaha!! still very freak out wif my laptop's problem!! Its like, initially, I only spotted one problem, but now its getting more and more..now its worst!! may have to send to the company fer repair and checkup!! And my parents juz spent 500 over dollars, repairing the com and buying new spare pugs for the com, and now my bro's com, which wad I am currently using now, is completely fIne!!
vlee distributed the olevel booklets to us, waahaha, den started to think of my results and wad I am going to study in future..hMm, told myself that if I can get into an university, I shall study mass comunication..oPps, its I MUZ studt mass communication, and nothin to do with sciences and maths!! yUcKs!! Perhaps, I am thinking too far ahead...hMm..
hav to burn somemore data to transfer to my laptop le..c^ya
.Sunday, February 20, 2005 ' 12:08 PM Y
wOah, abt a week nv update blog and go online le...becoz of common test ( ermm not rillly la), but mostly becoz my com went fer servicing..now its back, but my laptop still cannot surf net, coz the router is spoilt!! wahaha, so I'm using my bro's com. common tets was still ok...juz finish amaths on fri...waahaha, gonna flunk le!! left early that day to watch vball match..wah liao..the referee kayu one!! keep giving the stoopid smiling face!! wtf lol!!! but vlee poor thing. during the stadium, he was like..&@#$&%&#@#$*^&%!! u noe..waahaa, den after that return school for co..haiz..shenshen nv cum...practice became boring. so tingwei ended it at 4.30, den went home wif jiawei and evelyn. came early becoz of the computer, but later realise that the technician nv cum coz he was not free...wahahaha..den that night was boring...did some work and slept very early, abt 10.30. My dad also bought a burner..yEah.. waited for so long le!! wOah, finally!!
My bro is quarrelling with my mum now....iritating!! woah, recently, dunno wad happen to my palm lol, kept feeling itchy....mosquitoes are weird...attack at the part if the body when it is not fleshy at all....making me feel discomfort now!!
My love overflows like the rain
Leaves fell in the courtyard
With my thoughts one think pile
A few words of gossips
There is no way it can cool of my passion
U appear in every page of my poem..
.Thursday, February 10, 2005 ' 12:48 AM Y
haiya..still cannot find the kh looking jay pic...ke si la..
kk. 2dae is da nian chu yi le!!!..hMm, nope, issh yesterdae, coz the time now is 12.50am le..hehex din pon sch on tuesdae..went to sch, watch the concert..quite ok la, but the gong xi fa cai suxs....all in the mess..le tao tao better!!! there is also singing competition..yeah! wan yan's grp got champion!! congrats!! den saw lottas ex students!! After sch, wen to buy 3/4 pants wif peggy, and also wif sock hong, sam, hulin they all. Huilin and I bought the super ankle sock..wahaha, looks damn guailan..commemted by my bro..wahaha. wOah piang eh..saw something very disgusting at lot 1 that day....first senerio...imagine....one skinny guy...not very gd looking...trying to hug his gf by putting his hand on the girl's waist...but later found out that the girl was too "round" or shld I sae fAt...so that guy bo bian..end up playing around with the girls hand at the position of the girl's butt...oh my god!!! kk, second senerio, very simply one...that same guy....dunno whether isst eyes got stamp or not...kissed his girl frien when the girl is in sch u..is the same girl that I have mentioned early on....not to mention her name...coz its too disgusting...haiz..
ok, after the shopping in lot 1, den went home at abt 1 plus. My cousins came around at 4 plus to have dinner with us..wahaha, many leftover food..coz coked too much liaox. Den the next day, went to soka to bai nian, den go to my cousin's hse to bai nian...weather was quite hot..compared to last yr lol.. Reached home at abt 6 plus..quite early lol. 2molow goin restraurant to eat!! hMm, heard frm joyce that ting wei is having a buffet in his hse....hope can make it lol..
very slpy le...signing off now, c^ya
.Monday, February 07, 2005 ' 9:22 PM Y
no hwk 2dae!! wahaha, but still left wif lottas unfinished hwk..geog and yu wen lian bi. haiz..dunno wad's wrong wif the mosquitoes in hse..keep attacking my palms..so itchy and painful now!! haiz..hope it wun attack my jiao ban!! mosquitoes are so weird!!
had amaths test 2dae....not very difficult..so hope wun fail lol....I dun wanna burn the whole afternoon wif amaths on fri!!yeahx!! no c0 on fridae!! finally got break le!! Sophia called juz now to tell me that the small drum is still in the music rm.haiz...den she sae maybe use the mu yu instead...but it sounds weird la. tried to reach tingwei's hp juz now, but he din switch on..blardy! haiz..bo bian..hav to cum a but earlier to see wad I can do to help sophia lol..
juz slp in the afternoon....actually dun rilly feel slpy de..but after hearing frm kangwei tat he is going to take a nap....I felt slpy....sHo stoopid!! jiu zhe yang, I fell asleep and woke up at 7.30 to hav dinner and watch a but of wo ai zhong wu yan....a very lame sHow. haha, recently went online to look fer jay's photos. Guess wad, I found one that look exactly like kh kor!! the exact post and look..haha, damn funny..but I din save it..try to search fer it again, den upload on blog!! wahaha..u all sure luff de!!
got to do other stuffs le!! c^ya!! aNd a happy chinese new yr!! happy WANG yr!! kou dai man man!!
.Sunday, February 06, 2005 ' 9:28 PM Y
this two days were boring!! din even stepped out of the hse..spend my time mugging on hmk!! but now, feeling quite impressed and relief..coz I had finish many hmk!! wahaha, great achievement sia!! but now, I am also trying to finish my compo...cannot think of any ideas man!! running of them..but all thanx to kangwei..he helped me think of one..although it was quite simple and common..but juz desperately need one idea which is short and sweet!! thanx man, kangwei..I had asked the correct person!
my mum had approved permission to let my bro go china le!! 8 days trip lehx!! shuang man!! How I wished I was given a chance man!! oh ya, juz now tingwei tried to try out the relay system..the message was kinda stoopid...it was..2molow those involved in cny performance, stay back fer an hr of practise..store rm open frm 2 to 4.30. When u reached to store rm fer co, have to report to tingwei, when u leave co, u have to report to ting wei too!!!!???!! that's stoopid!! wahaha, but anyway..have to spread..so..hMm, not my
business lol! hMm..
haiya..hav to complete my work le..eRmMm.. my bro is beginning to be like xun kai le..juz that...he farts louder than xunkai..can u blieve it!!! so disgusting!! haiz..pooor me!!
love me..
love me not....
a gurl..living in black..
and wHite..
.Friday, February 04, 2005 ' 11:37 PM Y
wahaha, is fridae 2dae!! yeepee!! I like it!! juz now was very pissed off with the com..jam and jam!! waste my blardy time restarting the com.. hMm, changed my template again!! cool ya!! ery satisfied wif it now!! 2dae's sch was quite short..I hate pe now!! not fun at all..keep playing the stoopid ruby and nothin else!! had lottas amaths hwk!! and geog too!! sianx.. wahaa, xun kai keep farting todae..somemore it was super loud!! damn disgusting!! haha, he also kept giving interesting comments when vlee toks!! yeah~4P1 rox!! lively and bubbly!!~~
had co 2dae..hmm, practised cny song, jian hun and xin kong..haiz..teacher complaining abt my "luning"...trying to improve...haiz..but u noe..all this takes time...muz get it done b4 syf men! also helped xin ying to decorate lottas envelope during dazhu..wahaha, it was soo fun!! haiz..joyce, weesiong and Kang wei din cum 2dae..so it was a bit boring. Went home at abt 6 plus, when everyone had already left except the few of us..wahaha, ting wei almost bite me coz I took his waterbottle and poked fun of him...so stoopid!
wanna slp le..hMm, btw..still wondering if that type of friendship wif +++ still exist.....hope to noe the answer soon..bYyYe
.Wednesday, February 02, 2005 ' 11:42 PM Y
wahaha, 2dae's dismissal time is 1.10, still blur blur..thought was 2.10..haiz..how silly! k, hmm, no tests 2dae, and the fer the rest of the days in this week. got my chinese test papers, both, haha, din even study and could manage to get 68..wad a miracle. After chinese was amaths..wahaha, din hav lesson again, and could even leave early to watch vball tournament..we lost, but its alrite!! at least got second rite?? if co can get silver....wahaha, how nice..but a bit impossible lol.. after watching the tournament, hav to go back sch fer the bethany home thingie. Quite fun..we had wheelchair practise, hav to learn pushing the wheelchair to the first traffic light towards lot 1..had lottas fun, but quite tiring..me, liwei and yingmin were all panting sia. Then later we were ask to go to their lib to help to arrange bks according to language. wahaha, we completed it in 10 mins liddat, den we spend our time toking..and gossip..left the bethany home at around 5.10.
having leg pain now. Juz completed part of my hwk..4 qns of geog and 5 qns of amaths..yeah!! haha, lame! very sianx and slpy now. oh yar, juz noe something yesterdae..my bro got chance to go china lehx!! is a sch field trip...dunno whether isst fer higher chinese or not..damn shuang rite!! boohoo, din hav the chance to go last yr..kk, nvm, its already over.
hav to do other stuffs liaox, c^ya
.Tuesday, February 01, 2005 ' 11:12 PM Y
life is so damn boring nowadays..wake up at 6, leave hse fer sch at 6.35, attend lessons, come back do hwk and slp, this is my daily routine..wad a boring one. Doing geog now..do until very dulan lol. Keep copying the given ans..juz becoz to meet the dateline...so wad's the point of doing!! dun even learn anything..uSeless!!
had the stoopd AMC 2dae...75 mins...dun rily noe how to do too...sianx!! den hav to attend co later..practise xin kong 2dae..manage to finish the whole song, but it still sark. den wait fer pearyln they all the to finish practising the le tao tao, den went home wif them. Damn tired!! hope I get sick again, then no need to attend sch the next day...wahaha.
hav to do my stoopid geog hwk liaox. sch sark, hwk sark, everything sArk..except jay la!! wahaha..c^ya!
