.Saturday, December 31, 2005 ' 8:37 PM Y
my last entry of the year.. abt 3.5 more hrs to 2006! almost time to say bye bye to 2005!! awe...
sianx..did not go out 2dae although i had expected myself to be outside 2dae. I helped my mum the whole day...guess what is tt?? It is spring cleaning!!! The most sickening thing of all. i shall not elaborate more. I rearranged my jay's posters. I got two big ones and one small one, which makes a total of three. But i still manage to paste them all up on my wall..phew!!
where is he?? haiz...miss him soo much!!!
I think i wun be going online so often, coz my mum is restricting me as the electricity bills is getting higher and higher. Actually is not my fault lo..all my brother's fault. But my mum dun seems to blame him. She actually allowed my brother to use the com for all he likes. And when i want to use it, my mum would use the lame excuse(electricity bills) to disallow me to use. What the fuck is this man!! This world is so damn unfair! Why do i always kana such things when i am not the one who cause the trouble??? This is the bad thing to be the eldest at home!!
.Sunday, December 25, 2005 ' 11:57 PM Y
haha, i am going to quit maple soon. It is getting more and more boring and bo liao. MERRY XMAS to everyone. But sad to say, i did not enjoy myself today. What a boring christmas day! I did not go out today, coz i did not manage to jio pple out as everyone seems to disappear today. I did not maple today although i was bored to death..hMm..no big deal. Have to work tommorrow.
yeah, jiawei is going to put on braces this wednesday. Good luck to him man!! You will look nice...dun worry! =)
Browsing all my photos in my computer just now. I actually decided to upload more pictures into my friendster. But, friendster is so laggy!! I cannot even view other people's profile. What a lousy server!
haiz..i see the nkf news almost everyday. And the most sickening thing is, the picture of the ex chairman of nkf kept appearing on newspaper! yucks!
.Saturday, December 24, 2005 ' 8:30 PM Y
There are so many liars around!! kou shi xing fei!! The things they told me are absolutely different from their actions! They dun act to what they had said to me earlier on! They bluff me!! I hate you all!! So stupid of me to believe in them in the first place. They are so damn fake!! "fakers"!
anyway, i din really go out much today. Went out in the morning for a so called mini concert. Then went for a walk before going home for a nap. sianx..waiting for people to jio me out tommorrow. Tried to called him just now..but no one answered the phone..lolxx..
still feeling very sleepy.. haiz...i want to go school..but i can't for the first two months...haiz..
.Tuesday, December 20, 2005 ' 12:49 AM Y
hmm..december ending soon le...sadx..although i am not going for the first three months...lolx. Very busy recently, seldom stay at home. Tommorrow, i have to go geylang kaikan to help up for the chingay props. I guess i am going there alone again...coz shuli cannot make it tommorrow. Anyway, i still have to go as i have already promised my ic tt i will be there tommorrow to help up, and they really need people to help up due to the lack of time. the date line is very soon.
My brother says tt i have no life. I don't agree. Coz he is more "no life" than me. And whenever i have the time to go out, my friends are not free. And when i am not free, they seems to have lots of interesting programs. Things always seems to clash!
ohya, to shaojie, good luck for ur guzheng competition kays! You can do it! Must win at least a champion trophy wor! Just type in my 'zhufu' although i noe that u will nv be able to read it..LOL..well..nvm.
Mummy says that daddy may bring us to orchard tommorrow to look at the christmas lightings and decorations on the streets..oh well..nothing much to see lol. The only fact is, crowded like hell...hMm..
Anyway, congrats to mervyn..lihai lo..score three As for N levels..lolx..please wish me good luck for my os..i want to go jc kays!
Slping soon le...c^ya! =)
i miss u..
.Thursday, December 15, 2005 ' 12:39 AM Y
hmm...ytd was the chalet bbq. quite fun la. and yeepee!!! i din get scolded lehx, mervyn!! wahaha....unexpected...i thought tt idiot is going to blast at me. hehex, but fortunately, it did not happen.
supposed to geylang kaikan 2molow. But it seemed tt something cropped up..so..well...next time bahx.. As you know, i am not always free..i am always very busy althought it is a holiday. I spent most of my time working, chingay practices and practice my scales lo. coz i am taking my grade 8 piano practical next yr..and well...it is not very easy lo. Just talked to ms foo on the phone today. yeah!! she will consider many many times to reserve one precious time slot for me. I want her to teach me piano lo..my one and only piano teacher.. I dun want to go to the music hut to learn, although i know most of the teachers there. But well, ms foo taught me for 7 yrs, so i trust her more lo, can't blame me right? =)
I want to go out with my friends!! anywhere will do, except arcades and lan shops. I hate tt type of places the most!! It makes me feel very giddy after i get out of such places!! bRrRr!!!
dun feel like mapling now....a bit bored of mapling la.... feel like changing to another game...LOL!
.Sunday, December 11, 2005 ' 12:50 AM Y
hmm....quite a long time nv update blog le, so i decided to write something here. recently, i am quite busy with my work and chingay practices. Juz started practices this week. Today is my second one. It is something like YCF, but this one is a bit tougher. And the people here are mostly from SD. Made quite a lot of friends during chingay practice..haha..so my mood was more cheerful these few days. next week next week.....uhhh...my doomed week...yeah, mervyn, you know why right? hmmm....kkz...
Me, licia and angelina talked a lot on the train. The difference bew the people in soka and the people outside. ok lar, i am not trying to be baised of my own religion. But this is really what i feel and what many of my soka friends feel. People in soka are nicer to chat to, and they have totally no means to harm you. I can really feel what is the importance of friendship in soka. They also in a way tell me that friends can be trusted. In soka, it is really true friendship. But in the outside, you need to be of different characters when you meet different people. is like wearing a different mask when u see different people. Sometimes when u are kind to people, they misunderstands u. They think that u are not really that kind. You are just putting an act to try to impress others.
tts why i feel more comfortable in soka. It is so much easier to make friends inside than to go outside to make friends. Even in school. lol, this feeling had been in my heart for many years, ever since i am active in the activities in soka ( FD).
lol, the chingay practices really ROX!! oohhzz....din go online earlier, if not shuli would be able to send the photo we took today..
haiz.....still have to work tommorrow..luckily shaojie is there. At least there is someone there. And with him, i feel more relaxed...at least there is someone to help me handle tough situations. =)
.Monday, December 05, 2005 ' 10:43 AM Y
why is me who always get the blame and not him??? When something goes wrong, i am always the one who is responsible for it. Why not him!!!! stoopid fagot!! damn pissed off!! And one more thing, why din u tell me clearly earlier??? I rmb what u said a few weeks ago!! word by word!! and now everything went wrong!!
or is it really my fault??? When i thought of what happened recently, i really dun feel like attending the ****** anymore!! How am i going to face u?? I really feel like telling u tt it is not my fault lol. I din want to happen lol. If i knew tt such silly things will happened, i would not have given my suggestion and offer to help.
i could not concentrate on my stuffs after she told me about this. Why is this so?? arghh...what had happened to me?? Do i really love u?? or was it merely love at first sight, or did i misunderstand ur character??? i really dunno what to do now. I only know that i dun want to see you anymore!! Please get out of my sight!! I shall stay away frm u as far as possible. I hate u!!! Very upset now!! Of course i wun cry over u!! fat hope!
Later, i am going to have my lunch at jackplace later with my cousins! Hopefully this will help me forget about that silly incident. I want to concentrate on my work later. Today is my second day of work. Yesterday was my first day. ytd was all right la. Thanx to shaojie, he taught me lottas stuffs. I got much help frm him. He even helped me to pick up calls although he was teaching piano. ooohhhzz..today i will be all alone, with mr foo, the boss of music hut..please wish me good luck, i dun want to get scolded..
kk, have to do something else le...buaiz!
.Saturday, December 03, 2005 ' 1:47 PM Y
peg,reina and me
lolz...i set this as my wall paper..i also dunno why i chose this picture. Anyway, i only get to view the photos this morning..haha..quite satisfied la.
still sick, but i have to start work tommorrow. So sorry to all the ics who are in charge of the chingay performance. Coz i cannot make it today. I am sick..lolx..who will want to get sick right? not on purpose k! I hope tt i will be able to catch up at the next meeting..
.Friday, December 02, 2005 ' 2:44 PM Y
yesterday was the prom night. And i had only one word to describe it. It ws extremely marvelous. Me, eve and joanne met together b4 the prom for makeup and hairdo. You know what, i do the makeup myself yesterday, and this was the first time i felt satisfied with my makeup ( althought it was not very obvious..lol) Quite a lot of pple turned up yesterday. Everyone looked great. I took my photos yesterday, with many many pple. But i haven get to see the photos yet. I spent most of time taking photos, rather than eating. And i cannot some guys who came in t-shirt and jeans...they looked terrible.
haiz...i fell sick today. It is not because of the prom okay! I was sick even b4 the prom night...a few days ago bahx. Went to see the doctor today and collected some shit medicine which made me so drowsy.
i really cannot stand some pple who take things for granted, as if they will get what they want without putting some effort to it.
Prom night over. I guess i would be busy with my work, chingay practices and chalets. Still considering whether to attend the CO chalet a lot. yeah, i really miss co alot la. And i was quite touched to what yingmin said last night. Actually there is no need for her to apologise. She had already tried her very best to practise her erhu. Many pple can see that she is very hardworking and she will always try her very best to finish her relevant tasks. I feel tt some people need to apologise far more than her lol...
mummy was very kind today. She let me rest for the whole day and she will do all, not all, but most of the housework for me. But i feel quite bad as it is obvious that she cannot stand so much after her leg operation. I dun understand why some pple would rather stick with his computer, rather than helping my mum in the housework when i am not around. really..quite disappointing...what a pampered kid..
going to take a nap le..buaiz...
