.Saturday, April 29, 2006 ' 4:18 PM Y
yeah, and i turned seventeen yesterday. Yesterday, the day started bad! All thanks to mrs tong! Oh well, i lended my friends to photocopy my worksheet, so as a result, i was late for practical. So the whole group of us had to write our names down!!
But at the later part of the day, it was great. 06S09 really rock!! My clique-fangxian, yongqi, eewei, tsuyin and Eunice gave me a big grey squirrel (tissue paper dispenser). And they drew me a big birthday card and everyone in my class signed on it! So sweet right! They sang me a bday song too!!!!!! haha, then mikhail treat me for lunch. and then i went for co. haiz..but he din wish me happy birthday...kinda disappointed.
My parents gave me money and bought me a simple cake. hmm..going to eat later. And thanks for all the birthday wishes on sms and in school!!! haha, thanks to mikhail who is the first person to wish my happy bdae on 12am, and peiling, sophia, syazana, yuting, tingen, junwei (who sms me when i just woke up!), boonie and many many more!! yeah..and look forward to bpco persussion outing!! hehe, if there is time!
wahahaha!! I love u all man!!!!! YEEPEE!!
.Wednesday, April 26, 2006 ' 11:43 PM Y
Argh!! two tests in a day!! Physical geog and human geog lar!! If u want to do well, how can u put two tests in a day!!! wahh..and somemore why is it on this friday leh!!!!
Haiz....he "dao" me again although he said one word to me, which is "hello". So saddening.
Very scared and nervous now. I am going to do something bad this sunday. i dun mean to bluff u. But i really have no other way to solve this problem. Just pretend u din see anything kaes?? Hope this would not happen again next month!!
I am the middle person again!! I dun feel like taking up this role la! It is not fun to be in this situation!! My mind is in a confused state now!! Ohh noo!! I don't want to fall into this triangular trap again after two years!! No!! I will never let my brain control my actions!! Never!! Friendship is always more important than bgr! aHhHhhhhhhhhHHHHh!!!!!!
.Monday, April 24, 2006 ' 9:47 PM Y
wahh..today i took only a short time to set up my computer!! Haiz..but seriously, my hard disk is really having a serious problem! hMm..so just now, i came back home, half drenched. And i was trying hard to dry my shoes up with a hairdryer. This week, i am down with geog tests!! And to make things worst, it is on an important day of my life!!
Monday blues!! Not in a very good mood after slacking in the weekends. Saturday, i only studied in the morning and part of afternoon. After that, i went out with my parents. And i met some of my mum's friends in Soka. they always think that i have a happy family with really lots of joy and love. But i find this absolutely wrong. I don't always go out with my family. As in family as a whole. I spent most of my time with my friends. If not, i would sometimes go shopping with my mum in bugis, but that is really quite rare! haiz..sometimes, i really xian mu my surrounding friends who are so bonded with their family members and have such cute and fun loving siblings. I feel sad while "xian muing' them lo. Haiz..why am i always in such a situation!! When people get the things they want so easily!! And i still cannot get what i want although i have tried hard!! oh man!! I really need some enlightenment at this point of time. hehe, and apparently, the person who always give me advice and encouragement is always jun wei lo!
Then when i return home on saturday night, i was so pissed off with a control station worker in Admiralty. They are so dumb!! I have repeated my question so many times, and yet they dun seems to get it! is my english really that lousy?? So damn demoralising la!!
On sunday, i went out with mikhail in the morning..supposed to study. but but but, we ended up spending the first hour in mac chatting, then the next two hours in the library playing, laughing and doing a little of work. I only managed to complete my theory hmk, and he only wrote two paragraphs of his GP essay!! woooah!! "how wonderful!!" - fangxian. Then later, we got sick of studying. So we ended up taking a neoprint LOL! I looked quite dumb la, coz i have chosen the wrong background pic.
ahh!!! so when is my next SD meeting!!! Looking forward to it all of a sudden!! LOL. I missed my chingay mates!!
.Saturday, April 22, 2006 ' 3:22 PM Y
well..still the same old shape ever since sch starts...still so tired and relunctant to attend school. The pace is really fast and the worst thing is.. i spent almost half my day in SCHOOL. Come to school when the sky is still dark. And return home only when the sky is dark!!
Just now, i happened to read weijie's blog. As usual, he was discussing about sex issues. So he said, "Next time when I'm married, I definitely want a son because when I have a son, I only have a dick to worry about, but when I have a daughter, I'll have million of dicks to worry about."
well said?? DIAO!!
The subject that i cannot stand most is PW!! PI is really dumb, as said by yiling and i also agree with her. It is taking me so much of my time, and yet, dunno for what reason, i still cannot produce a piece of proposal that me and my tutor would be satisfied with. FINE. This is the last time i would change my topic. If i happen to do badly again, i will neve give a damn for this dumb PI anymore. And anyway, this PI is only taking up a little percentage of the PW. So why work so hard!!
And, yup. I just get to know my PW group recently.. I was a little disappointed..hMm..for certain reasons, but i cannot type out here. It is too personal. I think one of my group members is also having the same opinion as me although he/she said nevermind.
Yesterday was a little boring. I thought i could go back to bp, but i still fail to do so, due to cca and human geog tutorial. And i also can't go with yongqi they all to swiss to eat lunch. sad. Finally get to see the choice piece for SYF next year. At least i got some things to do at the moment.
.Monday, April 17, 2006 ' 10:49 PM Y
wee..tonight i am finally freed from homework!! as in, a temporary one. This few days were really mad! Tests and homeworks all the way! wahh
I could not sign into my stupid mesenger, for i think it is DOWN again. haha, just now, i watch a comedy, a variety i suppose. They were talking about the way singers present themselves on stage. Damn funny!! My parents and i were laughing like crazy! Secrets! secrets secrets!! I knew lottas secrets recently!!! wee hee!! soo happy. As you know, secrets are meant to be kept. But if someone tell somebody's secret to his or her best friend..that is not very correct right? hMm.. We shld have some integrity. Promises are also meant to be kept. So shld i trust someone who can spread my secret to somebody else even though that secret is not really a big deal??
oH ya, today is yixin's bdae!!! happy bdae girl!!!! haha, next coming up is MINE!! wahhh..I am supposed to feel excited..but currently i am NOT. Coz something bad is going to happen round the corner!!
waiting for his reply..9.15pm..LOL..and now is already 10.53pm. wondering if he has fallen asleep in front of his HP. Hey, it is not nice to keep a girl waiting right!! haha
And and and!! I also want to thank minyi for accompanying me to lot 1 to choose my handphone pouch cum wallet!! i think i took abt half an hour to choose one stoopid pouch lo. So i ended up buying a pink pouch with a start sewed on in ARIES!! LOL..hehe. sounds weird!!
kk, i shall continue waiting!! see ya!
.Wednesday, April 05, 2006 ' 10:42 PM Y
Today was great. Everyting went on so smoothly. yeah! i manage to solve my problem myself!! Got my pay today. My last pay, coz i am not working there le. Most probably my job is taken over by the new staff. Yeepee!! Felt so relieved! I also had a nice chat with laoda today. He is so funny. But i am not going to see him so often liao..sad.
I did something stupid in front of him! Oh no!! Why did i do that in front of him!! why him!! Really dunno how am i going to face him again! Is hIM leh!! not anyone else! wahh He must be commenting at me now..or he must be laughing abt me! Felt really dumb when i thought back abt it when i am on the train. *blush blush!*
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
