.Monday, December 31, 2007 ' 2:08 PM Y
PICTURES!!!!! Here are some of the dumb photos taken on xmas eve!
silly jason pointing at my FOREHEAD!!
I dunno what im doing, but i like this pic somehow..
artistic or escaping frm the camera?
Me and ben (huai ren)
Jason and Ben. Photographer: JieYing
Me and Peggy
The guys present that night
ling, sandy, me and peggyIt was a busy weekend! Saturday afternoon, went marina square to shop with peggy, huilin and boon.... the girls excuding myself were shopping for office wear. Left at around 5.30pm for my aunt's treat at warren country club... Then i realised the original site of bpghs din change much...heeexx... Sunday!! Supposed to attend kenshu at 9am...but becoz i kana food poisoning (which is due to the ban mian i have eaten on friday), i couldnt wake up...so i ended up attending kenshu in the afternoon. Kenshu was great! Learned quite a lot of things..and the attendance had such a great improvement! As usual...took a lot of photos...thanx xuelian for uploading in facebook!!! TADA!!!
wenqing and me
the girls!!
me, shuli, xuelian and xiaoying!!oh well...im on leave today...not for fun, but because i kana food poisoning! Had been vomiting and having diarrheoa these few days...having fever too, but it had subsided a lot compared to yesterday. Just went to see the doctor today in the morning..the queue is super duper longggg!!! Which means a lot of people fell sick today as well!! eeyerr!! Cannot go for countdown tonight anymore since my mum is aware that im sick.....i shall countdown at home then....eeyer.....so lame!
Year 2007 is coming to the end tonight....it was indeed a fruitful year.. J2 is indeed a hectic year, when u experience lectures taught at lightning speed, when u have to pace yourself to do your tutorials and self revision, when u have to think of questions and chase after your tutors to ask, when u see everyone mugging harder than you...and of course the fun part..... having loads of fun with your class as they get more and more bonded, doing silly stuffs with them. and of course with my dearest juniors in CO!! But it was a pity and failure that i did not manage to last that r/s and spent it with the person i adore the most.... lol...but there is a saying...旧的不去，新的不来！lol....hmm...im not trying to be heartless la huh...haha...its just a saying! I do still miss those days....haha...but year 2008 is coming in hours time!!
Just penned down my resolutions for year 2008 ytd...hopefully it will be fulfilled as the year goes by...happiness is the most important thing in life i guess....Just got to read an article regarding health a few days ago...it says.."laughter is the ambassador of good health"!! So to all my darlings...you all gotta smile more ahhhh!!!! Wish you all, all the best in your new year!! May all your wishes come true and more hugs from you all!! hahaha! And to you, wish you all the best and many smiles for you!! All the best to your studies too!! Hope you are blessed and filled with love everyday!!
Alrite, back to my tv!!!! jieying is back to her lala land..tataz!
.Tuesday, December 25, 2007 ' 10:51 PM Y
Life is not really smooth sailing for me for the past few weeks.. Have been complaining a lot to my close friends... And what i can say is....I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!! The fear in me is growing gradually..and i find myself losing the confidence i used to have... It is really hurting very much and i have no idea how on earth am i going to continue this..
Its not my nature to back off so easily....but this time round, i really got stumbled to ground...both feets rooted tightly to the ground..is like..im at the end of my witts.. But first and foremost, i gonna thank those people around who have been supporting me in any actions or how...be it a verbal encouragement, an online encouragement.. or those who sat down and taught me how to go about handling tough situations in times of need... Its really a good fortune to have you guys around me...and im really very appreciative of that.. I know i still have a tough and long (coz im dreading it) way to go...i hope i would be able to survive this ordeal since i have chosen this path.
For those close friends who have been supporting me all those while, u know what i mean and what im refering to yea.. By the way, i saw da xiong online today! Never talk to him for a long long time....miss him man! :)
I wanna go back school to visit my juniors...never see them in school for a long long time.... Frankly speaking, i miss school... Those days when u waited for me after school..those lectures and tutorial lessons i used to dread...those CO practices till late at night.....those studyings with peggy and ling till school closes.. those moments when my classmates used to sit around and gossip in between lessons.. those days when da xiong and i used to walk across the forest to take 961 home....and those days when i used to siam when i see the DM....hahaha..
Those good old days.....had just gone past..and will never get to revive those days again...Anyway, celebrated my xmas on xmas eve with peiling, sandy, peggy, mingxuan, jason, his gf, ben ( aka huai ren) and henry. Had fish and co for dinner with them at the glasshouse...then walked around at ps...me and peggy left at ard 11.30 coz we were very tired after a day of work. Waiting for my pictures!!! oo...and thanx for the xmas gifts!!! Love ya!!MERRY XMAS to everyone!! And also a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! May all ur wishes come true and have a great year ahead!! lala! hmm..and more wishes for youuu... *smiles!*
.Thursday, December 20, 2007 ' 6:45 PM Y
Updating my blog quite frequent this few weeks.. :)
Anyway, stayed at home the entire day..planned to go out the whole day initially, but i have severe stomach cramp this morning, plus the heavy rain, made me shiver in my bed..so ended up cancelling all my plans..haiz..SAD... So i slept the whole day in the end...just woke up at 5.30pm just now to watch TV, now back in my room to rest...gonna watch TV at 7pm again.. haha..so today is kind of a sleeping and TV day for me... zZzzzZz..
Din attend chingay practice last night...sorry trainers!! It was a last minute decision, coz i got to do work OT last night, got some stuffs to rush before friday morning plus the public holiday today..and i dun wanna start rushing my stuffs like a mad cow tmr morning...so i decided to do OT although i felt very dumb ( LOL...i also dunno why i felt that way) Left the company at ard 9, but i walked back again coz i realised that i left my handphone on my desk... The bus stop was so dark!! Wanted to have lunch at the market actually..but the stores are all CLOSED...and the place was equally dark...so i decided to go home.... hmm.. brought my orange shirt, my fbt shorts and sports shoes to work yesterday, but ended up din use them....haha..felt a waste man..lol...but nevertheless, at least i managed to rush those stuffs out...so yea..
Just realised that i am a lousy gf...i made myself miserable, and made the other party even more miserable..hm....or maybe i am thinking too much...But since i am single and free to do whatever i want now, why i should i think so much? haha...
jieying is off to watch tv now tataz!!
.Monday, December 17, 2007 ' 10:38 PM Y
MONDAY blues!! LOL..coz its the first day of the week which means the week has just started...which means i can't a little longer....eEek!! Today is super rainy again!! Felt super cold in office!! Had a nice chat with xueting..haha..she is working in MOE now, some admin stuffs..kinda like her job....quite slacky and it is not stressful at all!! Stoopid recruit express's fault! eeyer!! Was procrastinating with hui juan these few days...we both hate recruit express!!Had dinner with jackson at cafe cartel in plaza yesterday after my chingay practice. Never see him for a nong nong time le...hmmm...abt 4 months? haha..he seems to have lost some weight...as skinny as ever!! And he still refuses to let me see his "3310" phone....EEYER!! I will snatch ur so called "long long thing" one day!! But anyway, thanks for the accompany last night! Crapping is really his game man, you all shld see what he did and hear what he said when he was eating the sunday decadence! LOL!!CHINGAY 2008!!! Lionfish ROAR!!! LOL..got a lot of mad people in my group!! haha..they are so fun loving!! Love them to bitsss!! Got one photo from minxue's blog!! TADA!!!!
Yeap! Its our first group photo taken in PA during training time (opps!!) haha!! Chingay makes jieying a happy happy girl!! ooo..on the other hand, read jackson's blog just now...quite emo wor..why sad sad leh!! We only have one life each, so must live happily, and enjoy to the max to make ur life worthwhile!! Bring happiness to your friends around you and also make urself happy at the same time!!! haha!
Feeling better these few days...Was telling jackson how much i dislike my work yesterday....and no more caoyang to entertain me! eee....i believe i will find some joy and meaning in my work one day ( LOL..got to wait for super long i guess) HAHAHA! Just dun go to the wrong job agency next time and you will be fine! :)
Was telling myself last night..it will so great if there is a time machine to bring us back to the past...but then, it is impossible...LOL... I know i will never forget those moments and i will definitely cherish those moments if i have the chance. Its just so hard not...to...miss you.. (:
.Friday, December 14, 2007 ' 10:31 PM Y
Wooo!! Finally its the arrival of my beloved weekend!! I love weekends man!! It is the only time when i no need to wake up so early and work!! Play time!!Anyway, i found some prom night photos at pjc commontown website. Thanks Mr Lum!! teeheehee, and i found this photo which contains all the girls in my table!! Nice yea!!
Class dinner at cwp pizzahut last saturday!! I remembered we ate pizzahut last year too yea?? haha. I think our class loves pizzahut! LOL..just crapping! Anyway, here are the photos which i have grabbed from yiling's friendster!
Our Table!! 11 people!!
sihui, yiling, eewei, nisha, me and yixin!Tommorrow is the start of my weekend!! Gonna have piano lesson in the morning, kenshu diamukukai in the afternoon at senja kk ( i think...hahaa) , and maybe i will attend four division meeting with my parents at night. =)
OMG....chingay practices are getting more and more interesting!! I love my lionfishes man!!! Have been chatting with ophelia on msn during my working hours (opps!! But i did my work okayy!!).. LOL. Wanted to meet up with her to have lunch in RP today, but i din go in the end coz im worried that i wun get back by 1.30.. yupp!!
I miss those days when i study my A levels in RP library...the days when i used to have my lunch in the food court at the second floor of RP...and of of course the camwhoring sections in RP toliet!! haha...sounds dumb yea..but it was those moments that created some wonderful memories during my JC life! As what i have told ophelia, i like RP's facilities man!! So new and useful!! Never go back pj for quite sometime alr....i wanna go back and visit my beloved percussion juniors!! hahaha.
oo...Was talking to wenqing on the phone two days ago!! Thanx a lot for giving me such great encouragement!! Im feeling better and i believe i will adapt to the environment very soon!! Love ya!!!! ooo...and hui juan...my colleague!!! She is also waiting for her a level results...we gonna xiang yi wei ming during this period of working days!!! Thanx girl!! And also the other secretaries from the other departments!! They have been helping me quite a lot..thanx for all your patience!! I cannot be so blur like a sotong le..if not irin will 打屁股了!! haha.
.Saturday, December 08, 2007 ' 4:40 PM Y
Finally got my photos!! They are scattered everywhere!! haha..i got them from quite a few people!! Lets see!! Prom night 2007!
.Wednesday, December 05, 2007 ' 5:51 PM Y
Prom night just ended yesterday. Daniel Ong was the host. hmm, just a typical prom night..haha. I was late for prom due to my work and all the makeups and hair styling. But nevertheless, i enjoyed myself. And thanks to sam for helping me to do makeup and hair styling! Many of my friends said that my makeup was very nice! haha. THANK YOU!!!! :)waiting for my friends to send me the photos...haha...its everywhere!!! And xuelian won the sony camera!!! LOL!!!! So lucky!!!! And the questions and answers for the prom queens and kings (especially) were so funny!!On a sadder note, the same person pissed me off again. I have tried my very best to maintain this friendship with you...its really tough you know....i have no problem with everyone except you. I dun need you to acknowledge my effort. But you know, sometimes i wonder whether u behave like this purposely, or u dunno what you are doing, or you dun mean anything. But whatever it is, its the attitude that is pissing me off. When i call you for a casual chat (which is once in a bluemoon), or i ask you to catch up with you (also once in a bluemoon), he gave me this attitude that "hey, im busy, i have no time for you, go away!" im not thinking too much, but its so obvious! I dunno whether is he aware of it...Maybe he dun mean that, but he din noe that his actions and attitude really mean that way.. you can't expect me to accept ur nasty attitude and ask me not to think so much when you dun even bother to watch how you treat me!You know, sometimes i feel so bad after hollering at you, coz its not my nature to scream at my friends... But it is really over my limit!!! I know its a bad attitude to scream at a friend especially when he or she dun even owe you a single thing. Its so difficult to be in this position.... So stuck!! Scream at someone and feel guilty when it is not really ur fault.Im so tired. Maintaining this friendship is so difficult. Asking him out is like owing him my life and distrupting his life cycle. No more outings, no more phone calls. I have no more energy for this game, and i am certainly sick of it.My friend ( i wun disclose the name coz he only tells this to his close friends) once told me this, " If you treat someone as your close friend, you cannot expect the other party to see you as a close a friend ( as close as you treat him/her) too. I finally know what you mean, thanks a lot!Im very disappointed and upset. really. what a failure. And i dun understand why.
.Saturday, December 01, 2007 ' 10:59 PM Y
very very busy recently!! Walked a lot until my heels are hurting!! Anyway, finally got my prom night stuffs settled..bought dress, shoes and necklace. hmm, and i found a job...next monday gonna start work.
yesterday!! Went to amk to shop for my formal wear with my mum!! Spent $100 over on it! Today!! Went town with peizhen, fang xian and minyi to shop! Then went over to cwp to meet caoyang before heading home.
very tired now.....and there is chingay practice tomorrow!!!! gonna rest now. =)
The picture of the night! Cats are so cute!! Especially kittens!! OMG!! What a lovely a couple..sweet and simple.. :)
silly jason pointing at my FOREHEAD!!
I dunno what im doing, but i like this pic somehow..
artistic or escaping frm the camera?
Me and ben (huai ren)
The guys present that night
ling, sandy, me and peggy
wenqing and me
the girls!!
me, shuli, xuelian and xiaoying!!
Yeap! Its our first group photo taken in PA during training time (opps!!) haha!! Chingay makes jieying a happy happy girl!! ooo..on the other hand, read jackson's blog just now...quite emo wor..why sad sad leh!! We only have one life each, so must live happily, and enjoy to the max to make ur life worthwhile!! Bring happiness to your friends around you and also make urself happy at the same time!!! haha!
Our Table!! 11 people!!
sihui, yiling, eewei, nisha, me and yixin!
S09!!
Us on stage!!
S09 girls!! I love this picture!! :)
With my dearest ah lian lian!!
me and peiling!!
Marcus and me! We took this pic openly!!
ling, me, marcus and leon!
Pretty diana and me!! I like her perm!! =)
alina, me and ling.
Take one!!
Take two!!
TADA with wenqingg!!
BANG shuli!! =)