.Tuesday, March 22, 2005 ' 7:07 AM Y
wad am i doin?
am i trying to solve my problem?
or was my problem already solved?
or am i juz running away frm it..
i noe tt I can't be so undecisive..
and..yesh, I'm not liddat..
i used to look 4ward to attend co..
but its not liddat now..
i dun feel the urge to attend co
but i dun hate co..
i hate myself..
hate myself for being so undecisive
hate myself for being so stoopid
hate myself for not having the capability to solve a simple problem
hate myself for always in rotten luck.
i want to go nj, but i noe i can't..
i want him to be mine, but i noe its impossible
i hate my life!!!!