.Monday, July 25, 2005 ' 8:25 PM Y
Today was BAD!! super unlucky day. I think I got cursed today or something like that. This "suayism", starts right at the beginning of the day.
When I woke up this morning at 6.10am, i realised that my eyes was teary..i had actually cried when i woke up! I was scared off by my nightmares last night. I had lots of bad dreams recently, especially last night. But I only remembered one. The one that I dreamt when i was about to wake up. I dreamt that Miss Chow was asking me a chem qn. Due to my laziness, I did not study much recently on chem. So I was not able to answer the question. Miss Chow found this ridiculous, so she started blasting at me in front of the whole class. I stood right at the middle of the class, as i was supposed to write the answer on the whiteboard. When I returned to my seat, i cried. Then someone consoled me, I forget who is that kind soul le. After this scene, i woke up. I felt a little worried as many people said that dreams normally come true. And, there is chem lesson today. haha, but the lucky thing was, i din get scolded today, my answer was right. Perhaps i am under lots of stress and pressure..external and internal ones.
Then i walked out of the house at around 6.44am. Someone scared me along the way. Dennis slammed me behind my back. Then my whole mood was ruined. I don't know why. Maybe I was a little pissed off and irritated by him. I really don't know. I reached just on the dot as i ran from the bus stop to the gate.
I left school at around 3pm as I have to see the chinese physician today. and I lost my one dollar as the clerk forget to return me. Actually, I don't really remember whether the clerk got return me the one dollar or not. But later, I found it somewhere in a plastic bag!! I was puzzled. Till now, i don't know whether did i wrongly accused the clerk or not.
July is almost over. I don't want August!! It is going to be a boring and stressful month!! uhh!!