.Friday, August 05, 2005 ' 8:23 PM Y
Today is friday..ok..stating the obvious..and it is the day that i love most. Last time, I look forward to this day as there is dazhu practise for CO..haha..i don't know why...many orchestra people will hate this day..But i don't..coz i love my cca and my juniors a lot.
I finally get to know the post today..after many months of waiting..in fact, some only, coz i am only interested in knowing about my section and some people. Syazana is my so called "descendant"...she is the SL of percussion and roxane is the ASL. And congrates to Sophia...she is the secretary. I felt especially happy after knowing the results..somehow....i juz felt the sense of satisfaction. and i believe that they can definitely do a good job. One must remember that cooperation is the most important thing..you know..sometimes..you don't hate that person..is juz because some minor matters that you find him/her irritating..or sometimes....is just simply because you are jealous of that person as she/he performs better than you..so it is just a matter of toleration. There are always conflicts among the committee..so just learn how to compromise..everyone don't think the same way as you are..yUpx..
I think i was a bit "short-fused", as said by vlee this few days. haha..the feeling is not good. Just give an example. I was doing physics practical yesterday. I don't why..i don't know what happened.. i suddenly forget how to use a compass to draw a perfect and nice circle. The compass somehow became "naughty", and does not allow me to finish my task smoothly. So, I actually spent around 20 mins to draw a perfect circle. In the process, i was angry with myself. I started throwing temper. I threw the compass on the table and sat down there..going to cry soon. But later, i felt stupid. If I had calm myself down, I would have complete my circle in 5 mins.
This is just one of the example, many things actually happened this week and made me "short fused". So I promise myself that I shall be "long-fused" from next week. The five days so called holidays are coming!! yeah.. and i am going to enjoy it before the sch reopens and the horrible life begins...