.Sunday, December 11, 2005 ' 12:50 AM Y
hmm....quite a long time nv update blog le, so i decided to write something here. recently, i am quite busy with my work and chingay practices. Juz started practices this week. Today is my second one. It is something like YCF, but this one is a bit tougher. And the people here are mostly from SD. Made quite a lot of friends during chingay practice..haha..so my mood was more cheerful these few days. next week next week.....uhhh...my doomed week...yeah, mervyn, you know why right? hmmm....kkz...
Me, licia and angelina talked a lot on the train. The difference bew the people in soka and the people outside. ok lar, i am not trying to be baised of my own religion. But this is really what i feel and what many of my soka friends feel. People in soka are nicer to chat to, and they have totally no means to harm you. I can really feel what is the importance of friendship in soka. They also in a way tell me that friends can be trusted. In soka, it is really true friendship. But in the outside, you need to be of different characters when you meet different people. is like wearing a different mask when u see different people. Sometimes when u are kind to people, they misunderstands u. They think that u are not really that kind. You are just putting an act to try to impress others.
tts why i feel more comfortable in soka. It is so much easier to make friends inside than to go outside to make friends. Even in school. lol, this feeling had been in my heart for many years, ever since i am active in the activities in soka ( FD).
lol, the chingay practices really ROX!! oohhzz....din go online earlier, if not shuli would be able to send the photo we took today..
haiz.....still have to work tommorrow..luckily shaojie is there. At least there is someone there. And with him, i feel more relaxed...at least there is someone to help me handle tough situations. =)
