.Monday, December 05, 2005 ' 10:43 AM Y
why is me who always get the blame and not him??? When something goes wrong, i am always the one who is responsible for it. Why not him!!!! stoopid fagot!! damn pissed off!! And one more thing, why din u tell me clearly earlier??? I rmb what u said a few weeks ago!! word by word!! and now everything went wrong!!
or is it really my fault??? When i thought of what happened recently, i really dun feel like attending the ****** anymore!! How am i going to face u?? I really feel like telling u tt it is not my fault lol. I din want to happen lol. If i knew tt such silly things will happened, i would not have given my suggestion and offer to help.
i could not concentrate on my stuffs after she told me about this. Why is this so?? arghh...what had happened to me?? Do i really love u?? or was it merely love at first sight, or did i misunderstand ur character??? i really dunno what to do now. I only know that i dun want to see you anymore!! Please get out of my sight!! I shall stay away frm u as far as possible. I hate u!!! Very upset now!! Of course i wun cry over u!! fat hope!
Later, i am going to have my lunch at jackplace later with my cousins! Hopefully this will help me forget about that silly incident. I want to concentrate on my work later. Today is my second day of work. Yesterday was my first day. ytd was all right la. Thanx to shaojie, he taught me lottas stuffs. I got much help frm him. He even helped me to pick up calls although he was teaching piano. ooohhhzz..today i will be all alone, with mr foo, the boss of music hut..please wish me good luck, i dun want to get scolded..
kk, have to do something else le...buaiz!
