.Thursday, March 30, 2006 ' 10:43 PM Y
yeepee, i din attend sch today! Felt so shiok staying at home! Not so stressed up as compared to in school. Yesterday was BAD!!!! I felt totally fucked up!! Felt cheated for various reasons. Firstly, it is about the polo t shirt. I bought it early in the morning. Then when i thought back, i felt so stupid. Will i wear the polo t shirt so often??? If no, WHY DID I BUY???? $10.50 leh!! ok, i am NOT money-minded. It is just that recently, i have been spending lots of money on many stuffs, as if i am a millionare. So stupid of me.
Secondly, it is about my cca practice. I shall not say out what my cca is. For those people who know what is my current cca, please do not reflect it on my tagboard. Not tt it is shameless to do so, but i really dun wish tt word again! I have been a member of this cca since 4 yrs ago. I never hated this cca in bp. Never ever! Instead, i looked forward to most of my practices most of the time. But in the current school i am at now, it is the first time i ever hate the cca. kk. The people inside, their attitude simply SUCK! I am not expecting perfect attitude. But at least some basic attitudes shld be shown. Not all of them are like that. But a large handful of them ARE!!! hey, u all are 18 yr old YOUNG ADULT k!! But they seemed to be worst than a sec one kid!!!! Some j2s are very friendly, but some are simply so DAO! They look at u with the funny kind of expressions. Alienation??? Some are quite fierce, some are quite slacky, some seems to know nothing. Lots of kind la! In conclusion, i felt so damn LOST and CHEATED!!
Shld i just stay in innova and not appeal here through this cca?? I know i shld not be saying this. Really, i dun hate or dislike this sch. I love my friends there too. I just hate this cca in this sch to the core!!! luckily it is just 1.5 yrs only.... really very sad tt day, after my cca.
haiz..have to finish my gp essay first. Gonna slp early. c^ya.
