.Friday, May 12, 2006 ' 12:33 AM Y
These few days were absolutely BAD!!! Something horrible happened! But i cannot tell anyone about it. I got no one to turn to! I shall elaborate it on my private blog instead. But it really very saddening. I only told yongqi abt it. And I have really no idea how to face this problem. I got many doubts uncleared. i just dun understand why such bad things would only happen on to me. I shall apologise to those people i was very harsh with these few days. Really, i dun want to behave like that. But my mood is really very very very down these few days. Please do not blame me. Think abt it. If u are super moody and u have no one to turn to coz all of them seems to be suitable. How would u feel?
I have cried numerous times in like 2 days. Ya, and it is so uncontrollable. Lets hope that i can get depression, certified by the doctor. Then i do not need to step of my house to face the problem. I did not enjoy my week at all, especially today! Many things happened today that really pissed me off! I got no words to describe my mood right now. HORRIBLE!!! DISGUSTED!!!!
That's ALL!