.Monday, June 26, 2006 ' 5:09 PM Y
baby, now i need to hold u tight.. - no promises-Sad day!! Maths paper was done horribly. I shall fail it with flying colours. Like what i have told yongqi, " anyone who pass this maths exam is a LOSER!!!" well, i am just trying to mean, coz i cannot achieve the results i want anymore. Maths was supposed to be a give away paper for me..but..haiz..i am going to flunk it!!Paper ended quite early. Then i happened to meet jian jun in the concourse. So we had lunch together in the canteen. We talked a lot about CO stuffs..and he got so excited when we talked abt the upcoming performance in Fajar secondary. After lunch, we studied for a while in the concourse before Mik came to look for me. I went off with mik shortly to bp plaza.I did something stoopid today again. I shall not elaborate much abt it. Coz it is really so dumb that i cannot imagine myself doing this!!! I felt so paranoid after doing this! My close friends all warned me not to do this, and yet i am still going in the wrong direction. I just want to stop this problem from happening!! But all my effort seems to have gone DOWN to the drain! I felt so weird and bad after doing that, but some people still think that i am enjoying myself!! WTH la!Sometimes i wondering, why do people get the things they want so easily!! But i still get nothing despite trying so hard!! I told myself not to compare with others. But i just FAILED terribly!!I guess i shld juz shut my brains up and have a good nap now! byebye!
