.Wednesday, January 24, 2007 ' 10:23 PM Y
School was still okay recently. And the cartoon character "
tweety bird" irritates me at times. LOL. All thanx to kelvin! Felt quite bad for not attending the mass dance training for the upcoming SD concert, coz i was able to make it tonight and yet i din go. Had dinner with chenghan, kelvin, soohuey, cassandra and her darling at bp plaza after CO. And chenghan told me that my behaviour resembles jackson. LOL. It is indeed true in some ways i guess.
A question to ponder about..do i look that guai and perhaps nerd-ish? lol This question may sound a but random and abrupt here. But for the sake of those people out there who have this impression abt me, let me clarify your doubts here. I'm not as guai as you think, i am not as erm-nerd as you think. Maybe it is because i was used to be brought up in a strict family, so i may seems so guai as u think. But for goodness sake, i dun study all the time and in fact, i dread school. I dun really have a liking in watching tv programmes. But i will prefer to stay out with my friends than to stay at home, therefore this explains why i am always not at home. Speaking of that, i miss the first three months of last year when everyone is studying and i am not. I miss the days when i am really busy for all sorts of soka activites, and definitely the times when me and my soka mates were practising for the wonderful chingay performance. I may not have a bit of dawning at my friends, although i would definitely love to do so, and its due to my parents objections and their opinions towards staying overnight at my friends' place.
rahhhh....why am i in this taboo topic out of the blue?? LOL!
Anyway, i am glad that i have finally started doing my morning and evening gonghyo consistently. I shall be a good girl and influence my brother to chant more, for the sake of his own good.
" My prayers will surely be answered without fail" It is with such absolute confidence and practice that will change everything towards the positive direction.
And this is how i was motivated.
Time flies and we are already in our 4th month.
