.Sunday, November 04, 2007 ' 6:13 PM Y
tmr is the DEAD day for me!! chem plus geog. please wish me more luck!! hehe...im MUGGING hard this time, although i hate to do that....hmm.....like people around me always tell me, its once in a lifetime, so just MUG! lol.. i gonna see if that is so true..oh well, at least im glad that i am very motivated to study ever since i have gotten back my prelim results...at least i din get so disheartened by my shitty results that i dun feel like going all out for my As. Staying back in school to study until the school closes is really tired, yet kinda "fun" and memorable.....coz when u get too tied up and stressed up with ur work, u can walk around the whole school like nobody's business to relive stress...unlike at home, you can't expect me to walk round and round my 5 room flat right!! Its kinda crazy and i think my parents will scream at me for making them dizzy.... Its a great pleasure to study with peggy, peiling and caoyang till late hours... hmm..and all the suan-ings, bananas, xie-xie-ni-s, welKUMs and the whatever popoke joke.....LOL. I wun have stayed up so late just to study if not for them..haha....really. Its so boring to study alone...for the least i know what to study, and how to study. oh ya!! And the walking through of forest just to take 960 or 961 home at 8.30pm with caoyang!! Its damn dark okay!! haha..even though i only tried it once at night, but if da xiong happens to accompany me home at night, i will definitely want to walk there.. hehe.with the right mindset and right attitude, ALL THE WAY!! xiao ding dang!!! =)i know its impossible to get back to where we started from, i know you have not forget about that either...i know i dun matter to you anymore and i hope you wud not matter to me either... Its really sad to see us drifting apart just like that...i just find myself impossible to understand what you are thinking, for im not smart enough either.... lets hope we can just maintain this good and "transparent" type of friendship... although im hoping for something better.....
