.Tuesday, December 25, 2007 ' 10:51 PM Y
Life is not really smooth sailing for me for the past few weeks.. Have been complaining a lot to my close friends... And what i can say is....I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!! The fear in me is growing gradually..and i find myself losing the confidence i used to have... It is really hurting very much and i have no idea how on earth am i going to continue this..
Its not my nature to back off so easily....but this time round, i really got stumbled to ground...both feets rooted tightly to the ground..is like..im at the end of my witts.. But first and foremost, i gonna thank those people around who have been supporting me in any actions or how...be it a verbal encouragement, an online encouragement.. or those who sat down and taught me how to go about handling tough situations in times of need... Its really a good fortune to have you guys around me...and im really very appreciative of that.. I know i still have a tough and long (coz im dreading it) way to go...i hope i would be able to survive this ordeal since i have chosen this path.
For those close friends who have been supporting me all those while, u know what i mean and what im refering to yea.. By the way, i saw da xiong online today! Never talk to him for a long long time....miss him man! :)
I wanna go back school to visit my juniors...never see them in school for a long long time.... Frankly speaking, i miss school... Those days when u waited for me after school..those lectures and tutorial lessons i used to dread...those CO practices till late at night.....those studyings with peggy and ling till school closes.. those moments when my classmates used to sit around and gossip in between lessons.. those days when da xiong and i used to walk across the forest to take 961 home....and those days when i used to siam when i see the DM....hahaha..
Those good old days.....had just gone past..and will never get to revive those days again...Anyway, celebrated my xmas on xmas eve with peiling, sandy, peggy, mingxuan, jason, his gf, ben ( aka huai ren) and henry. Had fish and co for dinner with them at the glasshouse...then walked around at ps...me and peggy left at ard 11.30 coz we were very tired after a day of work. Waiting for my pictures!!! oo...and thanx for the xmas gifts!!! Love ya!!MERRY XMAS to everyone!! And also a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! May all ur wishes come true and have a great year ahead!! lala! hmm..and more wishes for youuu... *smiles!*
