.Tuesday, February 26, 2008 ' 10:55 AM Y
Finally got to sleep early yesterday night, at least i slept before 12am. But the rain this morning made me so reluctant to get out of my bed. hehe.Went to the NTU talk on sat with fangxian..saw lottas people! We only went for one talk..which is the business and accounting double degree one...very attracted to the course..but first and foremost, you must have the results.. lol.. demoralised. So i went to look into other courses, including engineering..hmm..actually their engineering courses are not as bad as i thought..hmm..so can consider as my choice too..coz im aware of my standard and how i will fair for my a level results...hehe..so cannot have such high hopes too. :)After touring around the booths..we went shopping in suntec and marina square! But before we went, we had our haigen dazz (i think i spelt it wrongly) yum yum! Only bought a pouch for myself coz i din have much time to shop too...gonna rush down to tbsc in the afternoon.Heartland on sunday was interesting..saw my primary school form teacher and vice principal but i dun think they recognise me..Checked my mail this morning and im so glad to see that our lionfish jersy is ready for printing! yayyee, this means that i can get my shirt this sat during post chingay celebration! woohoo!! It cost $16, please remember to bring your money okayysss!! And tada! This is the design of our shirt by ophelia! OMG, so cute right!!! Very amazed by ophelia's drawing, ur drawing is fantastic man! Unlike me, i can only draw stick-man..teeheehee.
I love my 18 sisters! wahaha... 15 members plus two trainers plus one cheorograher.. :) Very high recently..haven drank a single sip and make myself tipsy though.. i guess its the friends and colleagues around me that made me so high...You all ROCK!!.
I miss my nehnehkiaz!! Lets meet up real soon okayss!!.
I know its time to move on, or shld i say i have already been on this train of thoughts a few months ago... But somehow..im still kinda emotional about this, i know i will somehow never forget you...and im still quite stubborn abt that relationship..that relationship we forge...din come easy..but it disappeared somehow so easily... although i always tell myself never to look back and i have always been looking at the brighter side..but everything still come to a conclusion..i still miss you lottas....i very much wanted to go back to past...the way we talk to each other, the way we made fun of each other..the moments when we waited for each other..the moments when we promised we wun hide anything from each other and also the moments when we bickered at one another..but i know its impossible and yet im still dwelling on it.. .
When was the last time we sat down happily to have a cup of coffee? When was the last time we walk together on a quiet street.... When was the last time we sat down to have a heart to heart talk... im still waiting for the day to come...although i know i shld just give up...and i hope i wun regret...
I admit im stubborn...coz my heart just choose to beat on you tonight...or perhaps every single night... nothing seems to change me and my impression of you... im sorry..
